unpretty baobao

2011-08-21T11:08:00.000-07:00

this few days didnt sleep well....... abit sad... abit uneasy.... sometimes u msg me sometimes u dont ... den i go out till morning u not happy.... sigh... i also dunno how also.... nowadays u weird weird de... what to do.... most of my fiends are guy!!! u know de... gils de i only got 3 .... sigh anyway i miss u lots.... tzc. gdnight

2011-08-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

Already rest for 4days.... tml going back for checkup... think i wun be going for wk the whole of this week bah.... life now for me i can say is relax.... got all the freedom i want..... want to do what just do... no worries.....

missesssss 'N' so much... Wondering what is he doing ..... tonight gonna have fun with siewling n eric ;)

found my long lost blog....

2011-08-01T00:41:00.001-07:00

its so funny when i see all this post of mine.... its been so so many years...but can keep all as a memories... ;)

2008-08-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

you asked me not to be so hard on my feelings.
I tried... but how long can i try on if those harsh words keep coming out from your mouth???
suit you? let it be? anything etc....
I'm not trying to be soft but i just dun feel like caring ...
i just wanna hack care...
just wanna let it be....
just wanna let u say whatever u like...

I'm sick and tired of quarrels...
Arguements ....

Cs n drinking seems to occupied your heart more...
i came your house as u wanted me to...
but i'm here just for my sleep.
And wake up for work ...
isn't it better if i go back home???

=)
tired to say somemore

2008-08-03T22:26:00.000-07:00

i forgive doesn't mean I'll forget...
i love doesn't mean i won't let go...
i smile doesn't mean that i'm happy

2008-08-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

love??? what is love??? care??? what is care???
i love u i miss u can be easily said without using the heart... u can do it i can even do it....

ppl who stay together everyday says: i miss u once u r not wit me...
but what if ppl tat stayed together for yrs n seperate due to arguements???
tat word "MISS" must be come deep from the heart rite...

even not being together not contacting not meeting up the thought of his/her face still appear in mind... everything stills mean
a million everything still bothers... still affects....

that's call true love.... maybe cannot be together but heart still lingers his/her voice, smile n face...
the one u marry n the one u r in the r/s may not be the one u really love...

yrs after yrs the feeling wil get stronger n u wil plant him/her in the deepest part of your heart... that's call true love....

doesn't need to be together...
doesn't need to be your husband/wife....
but the memories wil stay in you like a tatoo forever

2008-08-02T12:26:00.000-07:00

drunk n drink is wat i care about

2008-08-01T21:39:00.000-07:00

HEr: -10 ? caress or careless?
25 Jun 08, 20:06 <<<--- DATE 10: who will be by your side when u need someone? i try i try and i try i just fail. caress Her. OUR seCond month??? so this is how u love me???? =) i'm so grateful cox i dun need this type of love.... i can be alone... thr's stil lot of ppl out thr for me.... i can't take it..... i can't believe my eyes... if this is how u love me i rather i erase everything... our memory our photos i wanted to!!! but i can't do it... how...????? tears rolling down like fountain... heart had alrea broken up into pieces... it's not the first time over tis matter... forget it...
say no more...
think no more...
there's no future.
i wun hav trust in u anymore...
NO MORE!!!

2008-07-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

ah lye... ah lye... ah lye...

ah chong... ah chong... ah chong....

my two boss drunk......

tat day was unhappy n sat outside my pub... they walk pass n ask me to go over to the coffeeshop... drank another 3 bottle of tiger... den i headed home... feeling very unhappy tat night...

2008-07-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

today wake up very early cox me n bb going to the ZOO!!!

we stay over at my hse ytd cox i forget to take out my camera... =/

i woke up at 8plus today to do breakfast for bb...

he sleeps like a <(00)> loH!!!

really can name him piggy liao..... =)

i wake him up so so so so many many times finally he's awake... but 10plus loh...

we leave home ard 11plus...

delton was so irritating... =(

when we reach thr it was like OH MY GOD!!!

SO SUNNY N HOT!!!!

delton was so funny!!! he's so afraid of those animal statue...

hahahahahaha..........

took alot of photos n had alot of sweat!!!

BUT i'm very happy...

i think they both are very happy also....

went to the kiddy playground n delton had alot of fun... =)

too bad it rain so he gotta stop if not he'll fall sick...

lunch we had kfc... humm...

the queue was like damm long ... =/

after our break we continue our journey...

went in the fragile garden n the reptile corner...

it started to rain again....

sigh...

go on for awhile more den finally we proceed to the exit...

bb carried delton n delton fall asleep on his shoulder...

waited for taxi n delton carry on his nap...

he must be very tired cox he woke up at 8am today...

he continue sleeping in the cab ... lying on bb's chest ...

i fall asleep too soon after ...

send delton back den me n bb head back home...

but reach home first thing???

bb headed straight to his com for his "cs"

"OMG"

he's stil playing ...i've eaten the choc he bought for me... drunk my milk n took my bath... everything is done but he's stil thr sitting on the chair playing...

yaks.... smelly n sticky but stil dun wanna take his bathe...

i wanna go take a nap already...

i'm so tired...

let him continue bah... =)

i love him lots...

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2008-07-20T03:11:00.001-07:00

mY daRliNg

fAv fiSh

TAT DIED!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-13T22:32:00.000-07:00

tonight bb going back to his camp so i hav to wait for him to book out on the FRIDAY...(-_-")

so long lo... i'll miss him lots de... n i'll guai guai stay at home after my work... save money!!!!

loves...

2008-07-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

2008-07-11T22:02:00.001-07:00

mE n bEloVed jiN tIng
mE n mOtheR tO bE jEssicA ah Hoo

mE n mY lOvelY haZel siS

' i misses mY long pErm hAir n frIendS'

2008-07-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

i miss my two friends...

i misses those drinking days.....

i miss you all..............

the photo edited by ting...

i misses u two.................

2008-06-01T03:38:00.000-07:00

juz finish doin col for bb mum...talk alot. played game wit my cousin.. so funny!!

bb alan tan luu huat... u baby is missin u like crazy

this few days i'm really so boring ... like nothin to do... BUT!!! humM, nvm... i jux get to noe tat bb comin out on WED!!! yEAH!!!!!!! happy happy!!! =)
hope wed faster cun den can see him liao...
humm, meeting my cousin later... go clark quay... haha go see tat stupid dirty river... den meet awhile hav to go godmum hse liao.... =( sian...
ytd actually wanna go find hazel de cox she got abit probs wit ixe. sigh...
girl relax la!!!!
gtg liao cox meeting my beloved cousin ... bye...

BB i'M WAITING FOR EUU......... LOVES

2008-05-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

wed is kor kor birthday... we went over to kor kor hse to have dinner wit him... =)
haPPy birThdaY korkoR...........